Often I find myself torn between doing everything I want to do (because this is my life) and doing what will make me successful enough to support my family. I can never seem to make a choice and I don't know to to build a bridge between the two, and now and again I just find myself with this pit in my stomach, gnawing at me. I can never make a decision on what I want to do either, I can't settle on one thing, I want to do so many things and it kills me to think that I have to choose between them. What if I make the wrong decisions, I really don't want to live a life of regret. Why can't we remain young and naive?