With a record breaking 3 (mini) panic attacks and a never ending slew of suicidal thoughts it is safe to say that if this week keeps going the way today and all of last week went, I will probably kill myself in the foreseeable future. It is also safe to say, without exageration that I am going to fail the math test because I have no fucking idea what is going on in additional math any time on any topic. Who the fuck said I was good at math needs to stop saying it because it just makes me feel worse about myself and makes me want to constantly stab myself until I bleed to death.