I care so little about what you think, but I think so little of myself.

Today,
There is this pit in my stomach
It won't go away
I don't know the cause
Not a single thing
Maybe everything

Everything's the cause
not just a single thing
I understand the cause
Of the things that won't go away
This pit in my stomach here, 
Today.

［written： 11 February 2014］

I am a dark cloud of a person, 
but I'll try not to rain until you get inside

[written 16th March 2014]

There is an incomparable isolation
within me,
that I cannot speak about
it is so difficult to admit
and so terrible to deal with.

Isn't it funny, then, that 
you would know
exactly what I am talking about?

[written 4th April 2014]